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Buddha's farther is visited by an angel
who tells him that his son is going to
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grow up to be the greatest temporal
profane ruler of the world has ever seen
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or a great spiritual leader and his
father.
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Being a pragmatic and conservative man
decides that there's no possible way.
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I'm going to allow my son to take the
ambivalent road of spiritual
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enlightenment.
I'm going to allow him to fall
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completely in love with the world so
that he will remain attached to his
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domain.
So prior to Buddha's birth,
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his father constructs a great city with
walls around it and inside that city he
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removes all signs of pain,
frustration,
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and disappointment.
Any sign of ugliness,
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the end aids,
the only people that are allowed to
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exist within the city or those who are
in perfect mental and physical health
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who are paragons of beauty and virtue.
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And the idea that lurks behind that
archetypal story is that when a father
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has a child,
the his moral obligation is to shield
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the developing consciousness of that
child from contact with any of the
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horrors of life that could provide the
child with an experience too traumatic
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for that developing consciousness to
apprehend so because it's an archetypal
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story,
it relates to the development of all
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people,
not just the redemptive savior,
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and that's the motif that the Buddhist
story initially follows.
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A good father makes his child fall in
love with life by enticing that child
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into a direct relationship with all that
life has to offer.
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So Buddha grows up within this walled
garden.
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It's unselfconscious paradise,
but precisely because he's been shielded
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to this degree and allowed to mature.
His consciousness continues to expand
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and the world outside the boundaries
that his parents have established for
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him starts to attract his attention.
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Now we know already that the forbidden
fruit,
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right?
The lawyer of what's outside the walls
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is something that human beings just
can't keep their mangy little paws off.
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Right?
We are absolutely uncontrollably curious
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and the best way to make sure that we
investigate something is to lay down a
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stricture that says whatever you do
under whatever circumstances,
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never look there,
right,
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and then the automatic systems that
underlie our orienting and that motivate
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our seeking experience are constantly
pulling our attention precisely to that
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forbidden spot,
compelling us to investigate exactly
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that which has been forbidden.
So because Buddha is a consciousness
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developing in a healthy manner,
he immediately becomes curious about
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what lies beyond the the limits that
have been established with him and he
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makes a decision to go outside of
Paradise.
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Right?
Which seems a particularly ridiculous
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thing to do given that in principle he
has everything he could possibly want
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inside the walls,
but then again we have the troublesome
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notion of the original sin of Adam,
right?
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Which is that if any of you were offered
a forbidden fruit,
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again under circumstances mythologically
equivalent to those that are obtained in
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the beginning,
you'd immediately reach your hand out
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and take it.
Because what we haven't got for human
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beings is always far more compelling
than what we have got.
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So Buddha goes outside the walls,
but his father,
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who's a good father,
although somewhat conservative,
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decides he's going to rig the game a
little bit so it gets rid of everybody
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that's diseased or unhappy or
uncomfortable or ugly rolled or anything
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that could possibly disturb the Buddha,
any lines,
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the streets with flower waving women and
puts pedals on the road and census,
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son out into gilded chariot.
But the gods who are lurking around
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right,
the troublemaking gods who represent
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chaos and disorder in the unknown decide
to stand in front of Buddha.
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A sick man who hobbles unsteadily
interview and Buddha asks,
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is his retainer precisely what this
phenomena represent sound?
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His retainer says,
well,
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you know,
human beings like you,
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sincere human are subject to the
deterioration of these physical powers
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in an arbitrary way.
And this man is one person who's being
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so affected.
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And so buddha is completely disenchanted
by his exploratory move out into the
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terrible unknown and runs back into the
castle walls and shuts the door and is
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perfectly happy to think of nothing for
months.
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But then as his anxiety habituates and
his curiosity grows,
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he can't stand the notion of never going
outside the walls again and outside.
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He goes again and this time where after
his father prepares the route ever so
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carefully,
the godsend insight and old man who
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hobbles interview and mood,
it looks at him in shock and horror and
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says to his retainer,
just precisely what's going on here.
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And His retainer says,
well,
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that's an old man and everybody gets old
and you're going to get old too.
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And that's the way of all humanity.
And that's the point at which voted.
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Self consciousness expands not to only
include the possibility of degeneration,
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but to include the temporal horizon
that's characteristic of life.
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And he finds that so terribly shocking
that he runs back into the castle and
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shuts the walls down and plays with his
friends for another six months,
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maybe a year till his anxiety.
Finally habituates.
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And he goes out one final time.
And this time the godsend,
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a funeral parade for him and he sees his
first dad body.
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And this is such a terrible shock to him
that he can't even go back to the
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castle.
So his father prepares for him a great
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party in the woods near the castle full
of nude dancing.
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Women who are perfectly willing to
flaunt themselves into offer themselves
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to him.
But Buddha is so absolutely
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catastrophic,
really shocked by this notion of
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emergent death,
that he can't take any pleasure
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whatsoever and what's being offered to
him.
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And he leaves the kingdom once and for
all.
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And you think,
well,
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that's exactly what happens to you when
you grow up.
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Right?
If you're reasonably well socialized and
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properly looked after,
then your curiosity gets the better of
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you and you keep going out into the
world until what year parents have
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established for you is no longer
sufficient for you.
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And as a consequence of that movement
own into the world,
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you find out all sorts of things
characteristic of your own life that not
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only your parents can't precisely
explained to you,
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but even the broader formal structures
of your culture have a very difficult
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time handling.
And when you finally do encounter such
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realities and allow their effect on you
to fully manifest itself well then
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you're finally independent and you no
longer can return home,
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but from that point forward,
you are also burdened as Adam is
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burdened when he loses his Paradise Hill
unselfconscious snus with the full
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revelation of what it means to be
limited and alive.
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So what happens to Buddha as a
consequence of this revelation,
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he becomes an apprentice and the
chronicles of the Buddhist adventure are
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careful to say that he becomes the
world's most proficient practitioner of
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Sam [inaudible],
which was a philosophical precursor to
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yoga and then to yoga so he masters all
the positions and the asanas until he's
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disciplined physically to an almost
unlimited degree.
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And then he decides that he'll adopt a
stance of world renunciation,
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which is also something he's a
remarkably good at,
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and he starved himself until the chronic
lewis say he resembles nothing so much
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as a pile of dust and then having
exhausted all the disciplinary
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structures that his sophisticated
culture has to offer him,
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but still not precisely finding the
answer that he's looking for.
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He retreats into the forest,
a place of the unknown and sits himself
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at the base of a tree underneath the
tree.
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He's visited by visions and temptations.
The first vision is an essentially
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erotic one life itself,
camps him back out of his self conscious
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state into the domain of pure physical
pleasure,
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a perfectly reasonable temptation,
right,
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and one that's powerful enough so that
Hindu philosophers say,
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b,
as their churches and cathedrals are
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covered with erotic drawings.
If you can't get past the erotic
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drawings into the church,
that's the domain that you should still
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inhabit,
right in the dawning phases of life at
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least till middle age.
That's the appropriate motive being to
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be enticed and seduced by the physical
pleasures that life has to offer,
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but in the final analysis,
those are not sufficient to solve the
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problem of emergent self consciousness
and so the angel of death visits him and
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offered him the opportunity to exist
permanently in a state of Nirvana.
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Very,
very interesting twist on the story
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because you have to wonder,
given the association saved between
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suicidality and the notion of paradise
that exists underneath that.
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If what Buddha isn't being offered by
the angel of death is in fact death and
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the cessation of all the problems of
being regardless,
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he rejects that attains enlightenment
briefly and then decides to return to
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the world to share what he's discovered
with all of suffering humanity.
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The idea being that the Buddha who is
the awakened or enlightened one,
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is capable of attaining a transcendent
state,
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but also knows fully that because human
beings have a shared social aspect,
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it is not possible for any one person to
attain redemption until all people
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attain redemption.
The reason being that it's very
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difficult to be transcendent and
enlightened when you see someone who's
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sick lying in a ditch.