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For a long time I understood nihilism
very well.
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I could,
I could understand its rationale
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associated with the tragedy of life
associating with suffering and evil
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associated with the observation of
finitude and the arbitrary and unjust
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nature of the world,
but the more I've thought about it,
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the less I've come to believe that
there's any excuse for it whatsoever,
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and I think the reason for that is that
it forestalls effort.
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It forestalls the ability to discover
for yourself maybe there's no reason to
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be so God damn hopeless except that it's
easier to be useless now,
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and I'm not.
Believe me,
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I'm not making that case.
I'm not saying that that's what's be
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setting people who are clinically
depressed,
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for example.
That's not my point.
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Clinical depression is a terrible thing.
There's lots of reasons to be rendered
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to be,
to be tossed into a catastrophic
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condition.
That isn't what I mean.
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I mean that kind of cynical,
arrogant,
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rational,
hyper-intelligent nihilism that throws
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the world away as if it's of little use
before it's been properly engaged with
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better to engage with it and see what
happens and better to make the
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assumption that if the world isn't
returning to you,
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what it is that you need,
then either you're not doing it right or
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you've conceptualized what you need
badly.
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Why not at least open yourself up to
that possibility,
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right?
Because you could be wrong.
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Hopefully if you're suffering,
this is a great thing to know.
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Hopefully if you're suffering,
you're wrong,
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because if you're suffering and you're
right,
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then there's nowhere to go,
so it's very useful to find out whatever
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errors you might be committing.
Another thing that's really interesting
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about the Jews in the Old Testament,
it's a remarkable thing.
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Every single time they get flattened by
God,
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it's always their fault.
They never say,
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the world that God created was corrupt
and God is evil.
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They never say that no matter what
happens,
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right,
no matter what catastrophe occurs,
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when they have every reason to at least
put that hypothesis forward,
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they don't.
They say,
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we aired,
we walked off the path,
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it's our fault,
and that's hard,
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you know,
because it puts all the weight of human
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catastrophe on the human being.
That's very hard,
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but the upside is
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it gives you the control.
It opens up the door that it opens up
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the possibility that you could be the
person that could set it right.
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If you would just let go of what's in
your way,
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whatever that is.