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So when you know,
if you watch yourself,
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you say,
well I had a particularly good day at
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work and what does that mean?
Well,
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it means that you lost your sense of
time,
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right?
Because when you're having not a good
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day at work,
it's like first it's one minute to three
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and then it's
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45 seconds to three and then it's 30
seconds.
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That's what school was like.
For me,
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it was like click.
So funny.
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You know,
I went to,
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I went to my daughter's school,
I used to get in trouble for talking all
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the time,
surprise surprise when I was a kid and I
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was bored stiff in school and so I would
misbehave upon occasion out of pure
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boredom.
And about 21 years ago I went to my
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daughter's school to sit for a class.
It was about an hour long and I was
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sitting there and the teacher had all
the kids on the floor and was having
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some of the kids read to the others.
And some of the kids who were reading
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couldn't read at all.
And I had exactly the same experience I
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was sitting there.
It was like being like being seven years
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old again and I could see the clock
going,
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tick,
tick,
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and I thought,
you know,
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if I was in this classroom for three
days,
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I would misbehave,
fit 40 years old,
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I would misbehave exactly like I did
when I was when I was six.
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No.
Well,
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that's no place to be right because
that's.
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You don't want to be in a place that's
stultifying.
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You don't want to be in a place where
there's no challenge.
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You might even quit your job if there's
no challenge.
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Say,
well that's a good job.
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It gives you security and you think,
God,
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I can't stand this.
It's eating away at my soul.
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It's all security and no challenge.
So why do you want to challenge?
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Because that's what you're built for.
That's what you're built for your built
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to take on a maximal load,
right?
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Because that's what strengthens you and
you need to be strong because life is
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extraordinarily difficult and because
the evil king is always widdling away at
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the structure of the state and you have
to be awake and sharp to stop that from
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happening so that you don't become
corrupt and so that your family doesn't
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become corrupt and so that your state
doesn't have to be come become corrupt.
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You have to have your eyes open and your
which sharp and your words at the ready
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and you have to be educated and you have
to know about your history and you know
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how have to know how to think and you
have to know how to read and you have to
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know how to speak and you have to know
how to aim and you have to be willing to
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hoist the troubles of the world up on
your shoulders.
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And what's so interesting about that?
So remarkable.
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And this is something that's really
manifested itself to me as I've been
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doing these public lectures.
I've been talking about responsibility
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to people,
which doesn't seem to happen very often
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anymore.
And the audiences are dead quiet.
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And I lay out this idea that life is
tragedy tainted by malevolence,
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and everyone says,
yeah,
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well we already always suspected that no
one has ever said it quite so bluntly,
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and it's quite a relief to hear that I'm
not the only person who has those
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suspicions.
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And then the second part of that is the
better part,
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and it's the optimistic part,
which is despite the fact that life is a
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tragedy tainted by malevolence at every
level of existence,
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there's something about the human spirit
that can thrive under precisely those
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conditions if we allow that to occur.
Because as difficult as life is and as
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horrible as we are,
our capacity to deal with that
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catastrophe and to transcend that
malevolent spirit is more powerful than
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the that reality itself.
And that's the fundamental issue.
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I think that's the fundamental issue of
the Judaeo Christian ethic with its
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emphasis on the divinity of the
individual.
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As catastrophic as life is and his
malevolent as people can be.
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And that's malevolent beyond belief.
Fundamentally the person has in spirit
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the nobility to set that right and to
defeat evil and that and that.
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More than that and that the antidote to
the catastrophe of life and the
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suffering of life and the tragedy of
life that can drive you down and destroy
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you,
is to take on exactly that
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responsibility and to say,
well,
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there's plenty of work to be done and
isn't that terrible and there isn't
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anything so bad that we can't make it
worse and certainly try very hard to do
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so,
but I have it within me to decide that
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I'm going to stand up against that.
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I'm going to strive to make the world a
better place.
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I'm going to strive to constrain the
malevolence that's in my own heart and
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to set my family's straight and to work
to work despite my tragic lot,
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for the betterment of anything,
of everything that's in front of me.
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And the consequence of that,
the immediate consequences of that is
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that when you make the decision to take
on all of that voluntarily,
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which is to stand up straight,
by the way,
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with your shoulders back,
to take on that,
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all that on voluntarily.
As soon as you make that decision,
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then all the catastrophe justifies
itself.
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In the nobility of your striving,
and that's what it means to be an
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individual thing.
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Thank you.