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Life is suffering,
right?
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Indisputable.
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What do you do about that?
You,
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you voluntarily accepted and then strive
to overcome the suffering.
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That's a consequence of that and you do
that for you and you do that in a way
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that makes it better for other people
and then that works and one question
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might be,
well,
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how well does it work?
And the answer is you're.
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The only way that you can find out is by
trying it.
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That's it.
That's the existential element of it.
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The proof is to be derived by the
incarnation of the attitude in your own
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life.
No one can tell you how it will work for
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you.
It's the thing that your destiny is to
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discover that and you have to make.
You have to make the decisions to begin
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with.
It's like because you can't do this
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without commitment,
you have to commit to it first.
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That's the act of faith that the
character guard was so insistent upon.
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You have to say,
I'm going to act as if being as good.
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I'm going to act as if truth is the
pathway to enlightenment.
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I'm going to act as if I should pursue
the deepest meaning possible in my life,
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and there's there's reasons to do none
of those,
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their real reasons,
so it's really a decision,
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but you can't find out what the
consequences of the decision is unless
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you make the decision.
I think the same thing happens when you
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get married.
By the way,
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if you think you might leave,
you're not married and then you think,
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well,
the marriage didn't succeed.
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It's like,
well,
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maybe you were never married because the
rule is you don't get to leave and
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there's a reason for that rule.
Now I'm not saying that there aren't
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situations where there should be
exceptions made for that.
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That's not the point.
The point is that there's some games you
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don't get to play unless you're all in,
and the other thing that's so
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interesting about being alive is that
you're all in.
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No matter what you do,
you're all in.
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This is going to kill you.
So I think you might as well play the
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most magnificent game you can while
you're waiting,
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because do you have anything better to
do?
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Really?
Why not?
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Pick the best thing possible that you
could do.
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Why not do that?
Maybe you could justify you're wretched
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existence to yourself that way I think
you could.
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That's what it looks like.
You know,
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people find such meaning in the
responsibilities they adopted,
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stops making them ask questions about
what life is for.
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If you have a newborn child,
for example,
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like unless you're really in a bad way,
psychotically depressed or or maybe your
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personality really needs some retooling,
you stop thinking about
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anything but ensuring that that baby is
doing well and if someone comes along
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and asks you an existential question
about your commitment to that,
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the right response is why are you asking
me such stupid questions when,
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when the,
when this,
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this is manifesting itself right in
front of your eyes like how blind can
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you be?
That isn't a time for,
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for questions about the meaning of life.
The answer is right in front of you and
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if you can't see it,
it's not because life has no meaning.
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It's because you're blind mean.
That's what they image of the Virgin
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mother and the child is all about.
It's like,
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what's the answer to the meaning of
life?
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Here's an answer.
It's like,
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well,
I'm going to criticize that.
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Well,
go right ahead.
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You know?
It's like.
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It's like what?
What?
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You're.
You're like a,
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you're like a,
what do you call that?
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A termite.
Knowing on a temple,
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there's no,
there's no utility and that sort of
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criticism.
It's blindness and it's the same thing
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with regards to the path of the hero.
It's like it glistens in front of you
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and you can criticize it.
It's like,
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fine.
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Put the cart before the horse and see
how far you get.
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So I thought to bring full closure to
the class,
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I was trying to solve this terrible
puzzle that confronted me for and many
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other people about how it was that human
beings got themselves in such a tangle
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about what they believed,
such a tangle that we were pointing the
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ultimate weapons of destruction at one
another.
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Which by the way,
we are still doing.
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I thought,
okay,
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well I understand that we need their
belief systems.
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They orient us and that means there will
be conflict between belief systems and
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that can be a catastrophe and that's
being played out everywhere.
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Again,
in very many ways.
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What's the solution to that?
Well,
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one possibility is there is no solution.
It's just mayhem all the way around
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could be the case,
but it seemed to me as I delved into it
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that the proper solution to that was to
live properly as an individual because
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you're more powerful than you think way
more powerful than you think.
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I mean God only knows what you are in
the final analysis.
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You're blind to your own weaknesses,
but you're also blind to your own
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strengths and so then I think,
well,
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if you got your act together,
it'd be better for you and instantly it
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would be better for your family.
Assuming they wanted you to get your act
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together and not everyone does,
but.
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And then it would be better for the
community.
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It's like how far can you take that if
you stopped wasting time and if you
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start lying and if you oriented yourself
to the highest possible good that you
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could conceive of and you committed to
that,
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how much good could you do?
Well,
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I would say money.
Find out.
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So that's what I think you should do.
You should find out you don't have
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anything better to do and there was
nothing in it as far as I've been able
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to tell.
There's nothing in it but good.
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So
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maybe you could sort yourself out so
that you wanted nothing but the good and
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and then maybe you could help make that
manifest in the world and maybe we
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wouldn't have all these terrible
problems.
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Then at least we'd have fewer of them
and that would be a start.
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So it's the,
it's the,
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the answer to the problem of humanity is
the,
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is the,
is the integrity of the individual.
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That's the answer.
So and states that are predicated on
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that realization are healthy.
So in states that aren't,
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are doomed to stagnation and
catastrophic collapse and personalities
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that are predicated on self tyranny.
And the tyranny of others are doomed and
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doomed to collapse.
So and then you think,
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well,
what's the barrier?
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The barriers are you willing to accept
the responsibility and part of the
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answer to that is reduced the damn
responsibility until it's tolerable.
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You don't have to have to fix everything
at once.
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You could just start by fixing the
things that you could fix or you could
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even do it more.
You can do it with even less self
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sacrifice.
You could start by fixing only the
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things that you want to fix.
God,
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you can get a massive way that way.
So do it.
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See what happens.
That's what you should have been taught
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in university right from the beginning.
It's like aim at the highest good tool
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yourself into something that can attain
it and go out there and manifested in
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the world and everything.
That everything that comes your way will
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be
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everything that comes your way will be a
blessing.
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And so,
oh,
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you have to do is give up your
resentment and your hatred.
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I know that's a hard thing to give up
because he had plenty of reason for it.
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That's probably a good place to stop
console.
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It was a pleasure.