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The idea is that if you're,
if you fall into a chaotic state and
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everything falls apart,
there's the possibility that
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things can come back together,
including what you've just learned in a
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new state,
and so you can conceptualize that
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symbolically as the existence of the
dead father at the bottom of the,
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of the chaotic landscape.
That's.
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That's the proper way as far as I can
tell to think about it.
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It's like there's something down there
that's capable of reforming and
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reemerging.
That's it incorporates the previous
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state,
but that takes it farther and you're not
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going to find that unless you descend
into this chaotic place where it feels
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like all order is gone while you
generate order.
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It's going to be akin to the order that
you had before,
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but there's going to be something new
about it as well,
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so it's down to the bottom of the
chaotic state to bring up what you're
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missing and that's one level of
analysis.
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Another level of analysis you think is,
well,
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that's also what you're doing.
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That's what you should be doing.
In principle,
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when you're going to university,
you're,
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you come to university in roughly the
same status.
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Pinocchio.
No,
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you're a bit of a puppet and you're kind
of a jackass and what the hell do you
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know?
And it's chaotic because you haven't
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found your place in the world properly,
and I don't mean merely for career,
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not that that's not relevant because it
is,
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but it's more important than that.
It's because you're a historical
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creature because you are a product of
history.
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Unless you are inculturated properly,
which means you understand your past and
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in the sense that the humanities can
allow for that,
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then
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you haven't been able to incorporate the
wisdom of your ancestors into your day
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to day pursuits and that's gonna make
you weak.
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That's the idea.
Anyways,
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and so when you come to university,
this is what universities for it so that
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you can go into the chaos and you can
pull something out of it.
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That's truly a value and you can
incorporate that in your own personality
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and that makes you much,
much stronger,
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like literally stronger.
Not more educated but not.
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It's not like you know more facts.
It's that you literally are a better
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person and better means you can do far
more things.
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You can articulate your that's.
That's something that's of crucial
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importance is that you can articulate
yourself properly,
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which is more useful than anything else
you could possibly manage.
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Like if you guys come out of university
capable of making coherent arguments and
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using language properly,
you're so powerful that it's ridiculous.
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You,
you always,
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you can lay out a strategy and pursue it
successfully and maybe the strategy is
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actually oriented towards something
good.
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Something that will actually work,
work for you and work for other people
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as well,
and I don't really understand why people
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aren't taught,
told this when they come to university,
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is that your goal is to make yourself as
articulate in writing and thinking and
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speaking as you possibly can because
that opens the door to everything that
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you'll want to do in the future.
No matter what it is,
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the more articulate person always rises
always because they lay out strategies
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more effectively.
They lay out the reasons for doing
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something or for not doing something
more particularly.
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They convinced people and properly so
that they can grapple with potentials
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that lies ahead effectively and they can
defend themselves when they're
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challenged and so all of that is going
into the past,
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into the chaos of the past.
You could even say and pulling up the
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spirit that inhabits that from the
bottom and uniting with it,
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and if you don't do that well,
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you're defenseless in the case of in the
face of the tragedy of life and and then
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then that's not so good because if
you're defenseless in the face of the
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tragedy of life,
then you get way more hurt than you
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would otherwise get and sort of the
people around you and then the
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probability that you're going to be
resentful and bitter about that is
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really hard because no one likes to fail
continually and then you get bitter and
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resentful and then once you're bitter
and resentful,
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well being,
being vengeful in mean is the next step.
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It doesn't take much of a transformation
to move you from that place to the next.